Did anyone every notice that it's very very hard to go to a cemetary and sit in front of their grandparents and have a small chat with them?

Well it was for me.

After 5 long years of not going up there to see them....I......Patricia Wylie did it. It took me a long ass time to do that. And also my Uncle Patrick and my sister Lynda are buried in the same cemetary...I always wanted to find where they were but never had time to. I found them...after 8 years of searching and wondering I finally found them. I went to the office and asked the guy to look them up for me. I was so happy when he found both of them...but the thing is...their there...but neither of them have tombstones. which is very heart breaking but me and my mom discussed this while I was at work that by the year of 2010 they will have tombstones of their very own. And I will definatly make sure of it too. That is my next goal. And I will make sure that it will go thru in the next 5 years.

Well I shall go for now and dream about my goal..

Yeah well for all who don't know I was in the hospital YET AGAIN! this time for my stomach....

Ive been having stomach pains for the past couple days. Really early in the morning....like between the hours of 3 and 8 AM. The third day I finally went into the hospital and got it checked out. Had to stay overnight for tests and a cat scan and whatnot. Got an IV put into my fuckin arm and had to wait a few hours to go get the scan. That was finally over...the doctor got the results and she told me that I have a small cyst in my ovarie. yeah I think that kinda sucks. BIG TIME. But was at the hospital from 8 PM yesterday till about 6 AM today. Never been in the hospital that long for anything! But at least I got it checked out and whatnot. Was tired as shit when I got home and fell right to sleep.  when they told me what it was I got even more worried but they explained to me that if the pains continue to go back. I gotta go to the other side of the ghetto and go to my family doctor and get the full results...cause they couldn't give me a copy of it at the hospital. But hopefully this shit will go away. I really do cause I don't wanna go thru surgery and all that other shit like I did today...but anyway I believe I have wasted  a few minutes of your time so Im gonna go to bed and hopefully I don't get the pain again tonight. *knock on wood*
NiGHT All!